understanding khushi (chapter 10)

Chapter 10

He continued “ di is hurt, but not because of you and you have not hurt her , she knows you are also as much as a victim as her and she is the one who has sent me here to bring you back. she has seen shyams true face and herself found all proofs. She is missing you. She told me that it was just because of you and me that shyam could not hurt her. Even back at time of akash marriage she and nani ji were planning to get me married to you by making me jealous with you and NK as couple, limit was when they asked my opinion on your marriage alliance with NK and all I wanted to do was , tell them that you belong to me and you are just mine just mine. And my whole family was never embarrassed of you. You should know that my mami itself is so embarrassing , but we still do never feel insulted because she loves me and di more than even akash. Khushi you are kind and cultured, you blend tradition and modernity together in a beautiful manner that no one can. You symbolise that its not clothes that just make you, its you’re thinking that reflects in your clothes. And you even in your simple clothes look more beautiful than any of my model in world best dress. You even in your simple saree look beautiful. all those who say you are traditional just say it because they are jealous of you, they can never look like you even with loads of makeup and world best cosmetics. You should know I knew long ago that you were perfect, just tailor made for me and my family, but after today I know you are not only perfect for me and my family but also as Mrs ASR for the world because you love me and care for me selflessly. You know all those models and girls who want me, they care for me because they want money,status and power. But you care damn about all these materialistic things, so never think of yourself like this ever. You are a diamond that shines naturally and every artificial stone tries to out shine you, but you are invalueable. And I want to tell, each and every idiot who never realised your value to know that they should realise that you have that power and charm in you that the ASR fell in love with you. Khushi, I and my family want  to marry me so that I get love which only you can give me and not for status or false prestige. You are infact a class apart and your status can never be reached by anyone. So do not go into that direction. By the way you are far more intelligent than any of those high status girls” khushi was so happy and engrossed in hearing all this that she asked “ why so?” aranv chuckled and said “ because you fooled me. I the Harvard brain could not catch you , the double graduate in economics and maths plus an MBA from IIM lucknow. You fooled all of us. Do not be surprised  I know everything about you now. So technically you are more than educated with a class and status. So your question itself was null and void” khushi was astonished at piece of info that arnav gave her but today she wanted him to speak and her  new questions could wait for him to end first.

And he again continued “ about your last question MY, DI’s AND MY ALL FAMILY’s HAPPINESS IS FROM ONE SOURCE THAT IS YOU. Khushi where ever you will go, you will spread happiness and you going into someone’s already happy life would be like one more feather into his happiness and for us i.e. me and di it will be unfair because you are the only source of happiness in our life. So you cannot leave us alone in sadness. You cannot show us trailers of a happy life and then go away.” Khushi was now in tears even arnav was overwhelmed and he could not control himself and cupped her face and kissed her slowly , kissing away her every tear and his continued kissing her and khushi surrendered, she knew after today she was no more in control with the fact of ever leaving him. She had decided to tell him everything and challenged her devi maiya and said in her mind that this time may be you shall have to lose devi maiya to my arnavji.

Unkown to her it was her devi maiya’s devine intention to bind her and arnav together .

Arnav stopped kissing her only because there was some more of what she should know and he said “ khushi I married you not because I wanted to save di and keep shyam in control ,I married you because I wanted to make you mine, to brand you as mine forever and ever,no other reason was ever true. if I wanted to only save di and stop shyam ,there were 1000 other better and effective ways I could have done that, marrying you was the least feasible one. I married you because my heart told me you would never cheat me and there is something wrong and I will wait for it to come out but I must make you mine now. And true to my heart it was all true. Secondly this marriage was never a contract for me , I just told you 6 month thing so that you agree to the marriage and get hurt too. I never drafted any contract, the papers you signed were just marriage registration papers which legalised our marriage. And the once I sent to payal were 10% shares of AR designs which I did on her name and the blackmail that you fell for that akash would leave payal was always hoax, I would have never done that and even if I asked also akash would never do that. So basically you my smart IIM brain are so emotional for your loved ones that you stop using your so sharp brain and fall for my hoax black mail.” Khushi was so realived to hear all this that she started hitting him on his chest and said “ I hated you for being so difficult to understand and so idiotic and I hated myself for marrying you without telling you that I will marry you only if you marry for all life, but now I realise that you had already made it a life long commitment and were sure about it and you just fake your arrogant self all around when you just know one thing love and love and only love . you emotionally challenged laad governer.”

Arnav continued and said “ I know till now you never trusted me but now I want to tell you that I know why you loved me and my di because you identified yourself , poorvi and poorav with us. I want you to confide within me about them and from now own just like you shoulder di with me I shall be you better half in taking care of your twins always. I promise.  Also I am so proud of you and can proudly say that no one other than you can live so selflessly for those who you love and I love you for that.”  Khushi was never expecting arnav to know all this , but was so relived to find that now he was there and he would take care of poorav and poorvi always ,so she decided to tell him everything .

Khushi was telling him “ arnavji I love you too, so much. I will tell you everything about poorav and poorvi, since I know that you and I will always be together. I did not tell you because I never got perfect circumstances, there was one after another so  many problems always present. But now I will tell you everything about them and one more thing about me too.”

Arnav was happy to see her opening up and it thrilled him, there was so much more to say but it was now her turn to speak so he flipped her such that she was on top and arnav was below her. Khushi shied a bit at her position but the smiled and was about to say something when she felt dizzy and said “ I am blacking out arnav ji, I feel dizzy, save me…………………..” and she went unconscious. Arnav panicked and tried waking her up with sprinkling water then he remembered her “save me” and he knew something was wrong and he held her close and decided that since it was night time, it was not ok to wake up baujii and engage in useless questions about his presence and everything, khushi needed medical help. So he took her in her arms and headed out of the main door carefully closing it behind him so that the night passed without any further questions and khushi too will get conscious  and hopefully in the morning he shall handle buajii and everything else too.

To be continued…………..

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