understanding khushi (chapter 11)

Chapter 11

Every second was difficult for arnav , khushi’s state was choking him, he drove to the hospital in record time. Hospital always brought bad feelings to him but he ignored them and focussed on his khushi.

Khushi was immediately taken for check-up , arnav did not want to leave her side but he allowed doctors to follow her without any distruptions. After 15 long minutes where every second for arnav seemed like hours of being strangled the doctor came out and told arnav that “ your wife seems to be ok, all her vitals, bp, sugar and heartbeats all are fine, but her unconsciousness needs to have some reason and the good news is that she will gain conscious in  sometime but we need to run some test on her to make sure everything is fine with her. “ arnav told her to just make sure that all was well with her. While they were talking the nurse came up to the doctor and said “ doctor ruhi, doctor nisha wants to talk to you about the patient khushi” the doctor asked arnav to come along with her and went to see doctor nisha . before doc nisha could ask the doctor ruhi who was the man with her. Doc ruhi introduced arnav as khushi’s husband. Doctor nisha paused for a few seconds and then said “ arnav I wish to speak to you, but can you just give me 5 minutes.”

 Arnav nodded and doctor nisha instructed doctor ruhi to give some weired medicine name injection to khushi and doctor ruhi went to do the needful. Arnav got curious that how did the doctor nisha know khushi and why the injection when the test results were not out and the other doctor told khushi was fine. He got up agitated when nisha turned towards him and motioned him to sit down. He sat down and doctor nisha continued “ Arnav I know you are confused, I shall clear all your confusions but just keep a little strong. I am  Nisha kumar and I am a liver specialist and I have met your wife before.” Arnav could not keep his control and snapped “ why did she meet you. When did you meet her and is she ok na doctor. Please tell me doctor……” nisha could clearly see the love and concern in his voice and in his eyes too. Nisha continued “ arnav you need to listen to me and not panic and then only I can help you out. So will you keep patience and listen” when arnav nodded the doctor continued “khushi came to see a general phycisian some 20 odd days back complaining of some kind of mild pain on her left side and on running some tests the doctor found some problem in her lever and referred her to me.” Arnav was hearing her but he remembered it was time when he was kidnapped and she was searching for him and she must have ignored her heath in my tension and cursed himself for leaving her when she was not well. His attention snapped back to the doctor and she was saying “ I ran a few tests and detected her with small cancerious cysts in her lower liver” the words cancer panicked his brain and the thought of losing her jolted him, but he again composed himself and decided to listen to the doctor and had already decided that he shall fight for her and would never let her go away and not now after all was clear betwwen them. The doctor was saying “ but the good thing arnav is that her cancer is in initial stages and its good that it has not spread to other parts and if treated properly and khushi keeps a positive approach she will fight it out easily.” The words good thing and she can get well soared his hopes and his determination to save her at any cost soared high and he immediately asked “ then what are you waiting for? What did you tell khushi ? does she know about it” the doctor continued “ I told her all this and she asked if we could wait for a few days and I told her we could wait for another month but I told her not to delay it further because the earlier we treat it the lesser the danger would be. Anyways I told her that she could take some time as cancer will take more than 3 or 4 months to spread but I told her to not to delay and then she told me that you, her husband was abroad and she needed to tell her family first and then you shall take the decision about it. Then she asked me if she will survive it and told me not to lie as she has lots of responsibilities and lot of people are dependent on her and she is bread earner for them and god forbid if she had less time than she needed to safe guard their future  and I could see her fears and I told her after the treatment she would be absolutely fine and her cancer was at curable state. Then I told her about the treatment and the cost of the entire treatment which I shall tell you in detail after this  and then she went away after telling me that she would refer back to me as soon as you come back. but seeing the present state I can guess that you must have returned back recently only and she has not told you anything yet. Don’t worry she has fainted due to stress and may be pain and the injection I have asked ruhi to give her will relive her and she will gain conscious soon and since now you are back you can talk to her and decide about further treatment.” Arnav felt so guilty, he realised that khushi did not tell about him or anyone about it because first saving him was her priority and she was busy in saving him from that cheat shyam and then then when she had rescued him from the kidnappers and headed home, there that whole shyam truth drama happened and di was hurt and ill and disturbed so she again kept herself at back and quite and let di get better and did not tell me so that I could keep all focus on di and then that day when I accussed her of di’s state and reason of all the mess in our lives told her that I regretted  meeting her, so she must have decided to let herself die of this , so that she can leave us all in peace. And to further push her I raised the contract marriage. This would have given her clear indication that she meant nothing to me and it was useless for her to tell me anything because I had wished for her to never come in my life and so she must have decided that dying to this cancer was a good way to end her life as her life held no value and importance to me, her husband.

 He realised that he needed to confront her again when she wakes up and again fill her brain and heart with the fact that she was the sole reason for his existence and even the thought of her going away stopped his breath.

He looked back at the doctor with a new zeal and the  ASR in him came out to protect his khushi and said  “ there is nothing to decide doctor, you begin with her treatment now and I do not want to waste another second. And don’t worry about her , she had left the decision to me so I have decided that she has to get well soon for me and she is not leaving me.” The doctor could see his love and said “ arnav your strength and positivity and love will force her to fight over her cancer and empower her will to live. And that will be positive for her treatment. You should not know that love and compassion of your spouse helps the patient to endure the treatment and get well soon. But now I want to discuss something important with you as khushi’s new report of today has come up ,shall I continue?” arnav said “ yes doctor, but before that I want to tell you something……………………………………………………..”

Too be continued…………………….

further chapters shall contain mature content i.e  so 18+ , belo 18 could avoid those sections.