understanding khushi (chapter 27)

Chapter 27

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Arnav moved down to his trousers while his mouth was hooked in sucking her neck , he pulled away is trousers and briefs getting completely naked.

He gradually pulled her salwar away kept it aside, his hand cupped her sex and he gently rubbed it over her undies to arouse her. Her core was already dripping. His length hardend. He spoke “I love the way your payals jingle when I rock inside you…………..I love the way you sleep exhausted after our sessions basked in my essence, smell and my mangalsutra only”

While she was still absorbing his talks he pulled away her panty and brought her hand to rub his length. She did not shy away and loved the pleasure on his face and continued it. And when arnav could not control more he pulled her hands on his shoulders and thrust his long hard member inside her and she moaned “arnav………………………………..” her lubrication allowed him to set up a good rhythm and soon both were sweating and kissing, their bodies humming like live wires. Waves after waves of orgasms hit khushi.

After several sessions when Arnav was getting tired from the workout and khushi was exhausted arnav changed their postions, he spooned her then he lifted her top leg and slid his second time hard length into her vagina from behind, khushi gasped. He felt her touching his length which was inside her as if holding him inside her, he intertwined her hands into his and started pounding into her and her muscles clamped hard around his girth. Khushi was falling into sleep but was still awake as her body was still clamping , when he released his warm seeds in her. She closed her eyes and felt him whispering “khushi you have exhausted me completely, now sleep jaan, you need rest and trust me I am planning to make it my daily workout and finally make me pay for all punishments any way you want, I would love to endure them. Did I do well in my punishment?” she flipped around ,letting his penis slide inside  her vagina and pushed herself flush around him, her body was still clamping mildly around him, her one hand rested on his chest, other went around his back and she rested her head inside his chest and murmured “I will never leave you. Just love me like this each day….and I shall happily bear all your anger, shouting and tantrums all my life” arnav was absorbing and swelling with pride when he felt her asleep. He carefully pulled out of her, put all their clothes away,pulled over them the thick comforter and pulled her closer like before in his arms, kissed her and he too fell asleep.

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Next morning, Anjali was early to wake. She moved towards the door to poolside in her room ,opened it and walked out to get some fresh air when she saw the most beautiful sight before her eyes. Her chote was sleeping peacefully. A small smile adorned his face. His face showed his contentment. She saw that smile maybe for the first time in last 14 years. It looked like a small child holding his favourite toy, her chote was holding khushi. She saw how khushi was nestled in his chest. They both were sleeping cosily. Anjali joined her hands and sent a silent prayer to her devi maiya to keep all evil away from them. She was turning around when she realized………….. that chote and khushi……………. their clothes were lying neatly in a pile. She felt embarrassed at intruding their privacy. After making sure that all other doors were closed, she made an exit with a smiling face and talked to the little one and said “I am just sure, after your mami gets well, you will soon have a little one to accompany you. Your arnav mama will make sure of that. Trust me.”

Later in the morning

7.30 am

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Khushi was the first to wake. The first thing she saw was her husband’s peaceful smiling face. All the memories of last nights love making, his kisses came back. Her face was flushed. She snuggled more inside Arnav and instinctively arnav tightened his hold on her waist and pulled her more into him. Khushi leaned in and started giving him small pecks on his lips sweetly.

Arnav retained his hold and sleepily murmured “jaan you don’t allow me to sleep at night and now you are disturbing my sleep and trust me, I am hungry for you again.”

His sleep was instantly gone and he flipped over and pinned her down. Her naked body felt so soothing against his hard naked form. He captured her lips into his for a mind blowing kiss. His one hands instantly reached to her sex stroking it erotically. Her other hand aroused her breast. Khushi was on flames, her body was burning with need to have him, he was no better. He murmured “I want you now……….. may I” khushi kissed him sweetly and in one glide Arnav slid his entire hard throbbing length inside her wet and warm core. She felt pleasure like never before. He remained still deep buried inside her. Her muscles clamped hard on him. Her contractions around him was so hard that he growled and his length throbbed painfully and on his lips khushi planted a long kiss while her body was spamming hard around him and said “you don’t need to ask . I am all yours. Just like you are mine.” Arnav replied back by setting up a rhythm for her pleasure. Within no time arnav and khushi together reached their climaxes. Khushi pulled Arnav closer on top of her and he left his all weight on her. He began to kiss her neck and rested her head in her crook of her neck. After a while he gained his strength and while he still remained inside her, he flipped her on top of him and said “did I hurt you. I got a bit carried away. Are you fine?” she smiled and said “Its sometimes that great ASR loses control, I loved this. I feel mighty powerful satisfying you.” Arnav kissed her back and said “well, when it comes to you, mere apna dil meri baat nahi manta. But it correct too after all i.e why you are mrs. ASR. It was an essential  quality for this position. No doubt you are special, because you love me and it is our love that satisfies us and makes all this love more special. Khushi now I realise that we always fought because making up, always made us realise that how much we were meant to be together. All those fights were just means to stay close.” They laid in each other’s embrace for a while after which Arnav carried his wife to the bath. They both showered together and had another thrilling session in the shower cubicle.

After a lengthy breakfast everyone started to their work. Arnav was packing for Khushi while, khushi sat on the bed and watched him pack. Not saying or interrupting him.

Anjali too was helped by nani.

NK was all too excited and had already completed his packing. Though all were worried but hid it away to keep. All were sure that their Khushi will get well soon.

At lunch table

Arnav scowled badly when NK said “nanav you know, I want you to introduce me too your models in AR London because I saw few on them are gorgeous.”

Mami was happy and said “foreign returned bahu…………..too good”

understanding khushi(chapter 26)

Chapter 26

When he stopped for breathe khushi held his collar and said one more thing “though you have married me today again, I wish to marry you again secretly in a Christian manner…… but secretly”

Arnav came more closer lifted her and placed her on the makeshift bed and pinned her and while kissing near her mouth murmured “your wish sweetheart…….sure in London after………………..  I will marry you again secretly. It has beautiful churchs. Now stop talking at let me concentrate on my punishment.”

A new sense of primal need filled Arnav’s heart. He was an uncontrollably in love husband with his wife. Even Khushi in these last three days had started to feel so wanted.

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Their desires were slowly getting out of control, Arnav was kissing her all over. He started with her forehead, eyes,cheeks and then lips were locked. When he left her lips to breathe he continued his kissing, he slowly sucked her earlobes, slightly nibbling then, his lips wondered over neck and he sucked and laved it to his heart content while khushi roamed her hands in his hair to encourage him more, but suddenly he bit her hard and she moaned in pain, he was about to lave it with his tongue to soothe it, when khushi suddenly flipped them over and now she was pinning him with her body and arnav held her firmly from her waist. Khushi attacked his lips brutually with her sucking and biting. In between her attacks she said “arnav I hate you for keeping me depreived of your love and care when you always loved me……………..sucks his lips to soothe her bites…………..I was married to a man who loved me like this and I still had to remain loveless……………she bit his lower lip………… you have completed me arnav, this peace ………kiss……….this security……..this passion………….and freedom …….kiss……………..which I always wanted you gave me, it will be a lie if I say that………….kiss kiss……….my heart always knew………kiss ……….that whatever happens you will be there for me………kisses follow……………and mughe ek bharosa rehta tha ki kuch bhi ho arnavji hain na, who honge……………………….you have spoilt me arnav, I will be handicap without you……if this is what I get in return of this illness then…………..” before she could complete arnav flipped them over so khushi was pressed hard below him and enclosed her mouth in a kiss long and hard, when he finally left her lips he said “don’t you dare khushi, this illness will go (his eyes were full of tears), and trust me its not in my will to stop loving you. So there are no if here. If you bring this up one more time ever trust me I will hurt myself to stop you.” and that’s when khushi saw few tears spilling out of his raging eyes, she sucked each of them, kissing and soothing him of his pain. After she realised that he was ok and relishing her kisses she said “tonight I want you to love me the way you wanted to make love to me. I know every time before when we made love it was for me. Today I want it for you. Take me the way you want it.”

Arnav smiled at her and said crasessing her face “jaan , there is no your way or my way of love making, its our way. I and you enjoy and feel satisfied because we feel it mutually. And remember I am the youngest business tycoon I take more than what I give. And truly you give me more than I ask for. You know my needs are fulfilled the moment you respond to my touch. So as its said no night belongs to husband or wife, it belongs to them. So our each night was always us and tonight too it is going to be us.”

Arnav kissed her and procceded below . he captured her both peaks in his hands gently and messaged them gently getting a moan from his wife and murmured “tonight is my second official suhaagraat……well I am a lucky man, I shall even get a third” khushi was getting aroused and held the bed sheet below in her palms. arnav removed his shirt and vest and kept it aside , he removed khushi’s kurta and bra too and the moment he put them on top of his cloths at the side his mouth latched onto her breast……….and he worshipped it. The second too was worshipped in the same manner. Arnav again claimed her lips and when he pulled back she had her eyes closed and said “I hope I satisfy all your needs” that’s when he chuckled and immediately became serious his both hands were busy with her breast and he spoke in between her moans “mrs. Raizada, you are tailor made for me. Actually you are the only one who can fulfil all my said and unsaid needs. If you can not satisfy me than nobody can. Khushi  so many girls always threw themselves at me but I never wanted to touch any of them ever and always shooed them away, but in your case I could not stop myself because you respect yourself and that’s why I love you and I guess its nature that only my wife can satisfy me. So now please lets not torture us more.”

understanding khushi (chapter 25)

Chapter 25

Arnav pulled khushi inside the room and locked it.

He pinned khushi to the wall and kissed her passionately, khushi too gave in. After few minutes he stopped and looked at her closed eyes and brought his hands to cup her face. Khushi opened her eyes and he in a very guilty tone said “you need not had to protect me. You should have Let the family know and punish me…….I deserve it.”

Khushi stared at him and then flipped them over and pushed him hard into the wall with her body and said “ yes you need to be punished……….but your charges that you have decided exceed far more than your crime. First we need to correct them.”

Arnav was confused and asked “what ? what the” khushi continued “ firstly since you never married me for 6 months, so the charge is dropped. Your heart always trusted me…………..your brain did not so…….this charge too dropped with punishment 1 (arnav wanted to ask what was this punishment 1, but decided to let her continue) , and how can I forget that in a way you saved and protected me from shayam. Now for marrying me……………….no charges but……… by eloping there is punishment 2, then there are punishments lined up for making me sleep away from you …punishment 3…………..not making me yours for too long……… punishment 4………………not saying I love you before …….. punishment 5 and more as I remember charges against you. “

Arnav held her more tightly and she continued “what happened between me and my husband is absolutely personnel and whatever you did to me for that only I can punish you. Nobody can do that and nobody needs to know that. Do you get that??”

Arnav responded by nodding and asked “khushi how do plan to punish me…………… you have so many 1,2,3,4,5……………punishments lined up?”

Khushi smiled and said “trust me I will punish you in most sinful ways, and if you think that by hurting you, you will get your deserved punishment then you are wrong as it will be punishment for me. So the punishment I will give you shall pleasure me and you will need to work out. Be ready”

Arnav simply said “I am all yours”

Khushi smirked and kissed him over his mouth and murmured “tonight be ready for your first punishment dear husband.”

Arnav felt flutters in his stomach but decided for night to wait and see. He and khushi had lunch with family and headed out 

     Arnav drove to his mother’s garden and farm house and handed khushi a parcel and asked her to go and wear it.

When khushi came out , she looked ethereal in a red lehanga designed by arnav, it was beautiful. Khushi looked over to Arnav as if asking how she looked. Arnav instead of answering approached her and pulled the duppatta over her head and said “now you look like my bride” khushi asked “bride?”  Arnav kept quite and pulled out some ancestral jewellery and fastened it on her and said “this is my maa’s, this garden has her essence and today I will marry you in her presence here. I know you don’t want family or remarriage, but its just for you and me as tomorrow is our six months anniversary, so this is one of your gifts” Khushi was overwhelmed by his understanding of her needs.

Arnav had made all arrangements for marriage and a priest conducted their marriage.

Later at night after dinner letting no one know about their marriage when they entered their bedroom Arnav saw some lights at poolside. He went out and saw that the other doors to poolside were locked and the large window of which curtains remained open were closed. He felt maybe OP closed them, while turning back his eyes hit the floor near poolside which had a very cozy makeshift bed with a big thick comforter.

He was about to turn back when he felt to hands from behind glide over his front sending shivers, khushi stood on her toes and bit his earlobe and said “your first punishment is for making me sleep here. Before you Dare start feeling guilty, I want you to make up for guilt and forget it ,for  forever. You have to make love to me under stars till I fell asleep from your exhaustive love making. So gear up mister raizada you have all night and trust me I will not feel sleepy soon.” Arnav turned around and started kissing her.

understanding khushi (chapter 24)

Chapter 24

Khushi held Arnav’s hand into her’s , arnav was confused but saw a hint of mischief, anger and determination in his wife’s eyes and khushi said “ kya kaha apne, 6 months contract marriage wo bhi hamari shaadi……………….waise apki galti nahin hai aap humari or arnavji ki baate chup chup ke sunte the or apne wo hi samgha jo aap samajhna chahte the. Apko laga arnavji bhi apki tarah dhokebaaz hain. Par apki information ke liye bata doon that may be that day when you heard something, Arnav ji was telling me that he wished our marriage happened in good circumstances . Arnavji and I had got married by our own will and he did not force me and its true we did it by eloping because we wanted you to change for di. And at that time we could not explain anyone or convince family for such quick marriage,  so, arnavji took all the blame, just so that you are not exposed. For your information we are married legally and we did all the rasams to complete the marriage and our marriage is legally registered too. So you or nobody can question that.” Arnav was proud of his wife. Khushi continued “ that day when you heard that 6 month thing, Arnavji was telling me that after 6 months, when di’s little one is here he can marry me again in front of the family If I wanted. But you had your interpretations……………………………………….you are sick and pevert. Waise apko lagta hai apse hume door rakne ke liye Arnav Singh Raizada ko humse shaadi karne ki zarrot thi?  Wo chahte to bahut kuch kar sakte the, par he loved me and wanted to protect me also from you that is why he married me.  Apko kya laga aapke bare main ,jiji or humne kisko nahi bataya kyonki aap amma ko jiji ki shaadi tootne se daara rahe the. Shaadi wale din jab aap buajii ko dhamka rahe the, humne tabhi ja kar arnavji ko sab bata diya tha. Wo terrace scene, wahan jo hua wo arnavji ko apki sachai dikhane ke liye tha. Arnavji ka apse sach puchna  or apko iss illusion main rakhna ki wo humpe trust nahi karte bhi sirf apko di ko hurt karne se rokne ke liye tha. So pehli baat humari marriage legal hai, secondly arnavji ne kisi ko dhoka nahi diya or koi galti nahi ki wo sirf sabko protect kar rahe the and lastly apne aap ko kabhie unse compare mat karna.”

Everyone’s eyes were filled with tears of proudness. Their protector Arnav now had his own tigress to protect and defend him. It was probably first time when Mrs ASR was seen rather than Khushi.

Shyam was shocked and he had no clue how Khushi had manipulated everything and saved Arnav. He was thinking of countering but NK had called in police reporting him of trespassing their territory. Shyam was immediately arrested and taken.

Everyone was still absorbing what happened and Arnav was lost in khushi. Anajali and nani saw this and Anjali in order to lighten the mood waved in front of dumb found chote and said  “chote, khushi ke saath rehte rehte hame to hamare arnav wapas mil gaye ,par tumhare sath rehte rehte khushi ji to MRS ASR ho gayi hai. Aaj to inhone tumhari chutti kar di.” Arnav flushed red and khushi shied.

Nani kissed khushi on forehead and said “I always thought who will protect my chote and his wonderful heart, but now I so happy that he has found you. And today I say that marrying you in anyway was the best decision he ever made.”

Arnav needed to talk to khushi, so he cut in and said “Nani I wanted to take khushi out for sometime earlier, but now I shall take her after lunch. Is it ok with you.”

Before nani could reply mamiji peeped in “Arnav bitwa khushi pakka tumhari hi biwi hain na?  ……………..all were confused…….mamiji laughed …………………….apni wife ko bahar lejane ke liye tumhe kabse permission ki zaroorat padne lagi……hhbb” all laughed .

NK too pulled his cheeks and said “bada maza atta hai nanav tumhari taang sichai main” all dispered without correcting his horrible hindi and akash just said “forget it nk bhai………………….”

Arnav pulled khushi inside the room and locked it.

understanding khushi (chapter 23)

Chapter 23

When Akash reached over in the study Aranv approached him and said "there are few minutes for conference to start and before that he wanted to speak to him" and said “Akash, payal must be really hurting and I am not taking her along because…….” Akash cut him off and said “you don’t need to say, I know it why. And don’t worry about payal she understands it completely, last night she told me that she is so relived that you are with khushi and she was so confident that you will not let anything happen to her. I was shocked at her trust in you but she told me that you seem rude but you even unconsciously save people you love and care, so when you know about khushi, you will fight even death to save her. Don’t worry bhai, payal is fine. And I am with her, I will make sure that she is fine.”

Arnav continued “you better take care of my Sali sahiba otherwise you know. And its just that I want you to take a lead and support all in my absence. You need to strong and I trust you.”

           Akash knew his bhai always loved him but this “I trust you” was like a                precious gift to which he shall raise and prove him and hugged him.                Arnav reciprocated his hug and then both brothers continued with the            office work.

          As the conference just ended and Arnav was going over to get Khushi to head out of the house. Khushi had got ready and was heading downstairs and then she froze. The person standing on the door sent shivers down her spine but suddenly her strength returned as she felt her heart beating loudly indicating that her arnavji was with her and he was always there when she needed him.

        

          As if sensing khushi’s uneasiness Arnav approached her faster and wound his hand around her waist and tightened his hold as if iterating her that “you are mine and nothing can reach you without touching me." Khushi too held his hand more firmly but her eyes were fixed. Arnav followed her line of sight and felt his blood boiling. The man who had dared to hurt his women was in front of him standing with an evil smile plastered on his face……..shyam manohar jha. His fists tightened. Before he could go and hit him, akash had already held his collar and was shouting at him “tumhari himmat kaisi hui? Agar tum di ya khushiji ko hurt karne ke liye aye ho toh bhul jaao, ur agar tumne bhai ko hurt karne ki koshish bhi ki toh main tumhe maar daloongaa.” He was about to hit him when Anjali stopped him and said “akash leave him” akash still held him when Anjali said “mr shyam manohar jha agar aapko apni zindagi se pyaar hai to yahan se dapha ho jayii varna yeh mat bhoolna ki main bhi Anjali singh raizada hoon or jo chote ne nahi kiya wo kaam main poora karne main waqt nahin loongi.”

         Shyam flinched at her tone but he pulled out of akash grip and said “relax saale sahab.  By the way rani sahiba hume bhi koi shauk nahi hai yahaan aane ka par vo kya hain na……………………………………….” shyam looked over to arnav who was holding khushi, he got angered more when he saw the intimate way arnav held khushi’s waist but then gave them an evil smile and thought “arnav thodi der main khushi meri bahon main hogi” and continued “…………….apne mughe to meri khushi ji se pyaar karne ki saza to de di par yahan our koi bhi hai jo khushiji ka gunehgaar hai, toh us bhi saza to milni chahiye.” He inched closer towards anajali and nani. Arnav and khushi came closer. He continued “naniji ………………rani sahiba apko bada naz hain apne chote pe. Par arnav se yeh to puchiye ki unhone khushi ji se 6 mahine ki contract marriage kyon ki hai? Or kya yeh bhi puchiyega ki wo khushiji se naphrat karte hain iska matlab yeh nahi ki wo unhe is tarah se bina shaadi ke is ghar main apni wife bana kar jabardasti rakhe. Toh saza toh unhe bhi milni chahiye iss tarah ek ladki to use karne ke liye. Haina  khushiji, sale sahab and naniji ” All were shocked, Khushi felt arnav sinking into his guilt and she had to act fast. Now that she knew Arnav and all his feelings and biggest truth that their marriage was never a contract so it would be fine if she lies a little bit to save her husband .

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understanding khushi (chapter 22)

Chapter 22

In the morning Arnav was late for his jog and then thought that his last night activity was enough from him. He saw her face and decided to allow her to sleep. Last night he had exhausted her. A sense of manly pride filled his senses and fuelled his passion of her more than ever. He was thrilled to know that he was the only one who could satisfy all her needs…emotional, mental, financial, spiritual and physical too.

Arnav did not go for his jog and allowed khushi to sleep in his embrace. After some time he gently laid khushi on her pillow and tucked the duvet. Khushi flinched at loss of his warmth but continued to sleep. She was looking serene. He kissed her on her forehead and got up. He saw his and khushi’s clothes all scattered around the bed. He collected them and threw them all in the laundry bag and proceeded towards the cupboard and took out fresh pair of clothes for him and his towel and went to get ready. When he came out of the bathroom, khushi was still sleeping. He brought out one of his shirt and kept it next to her, Incase she gets up and she will feel all shy in her naked state below the blanket. And he proceeded down.

When the family saw Arnav coming down they all rushed to him. Nani was first to enquire about khushi and Arnav simply answered “Khushi is sleeping right now. Let her sleep, its essential for her to rest, so I also did not wake her up.” Mamiji replied “Its ok Arnav babua. Nobody will disturb her” everyone left for their works.

At The poolside

While arnav was busy keeping his shirt for his wife, an intruder was intruding their privacy. When Arnav left his room, closing the door.The intruder peeped in more to see the status clearly. His whole frame came into picture. It was Shyam Manohar Jha. He wanted to meet khushi. He had lusted for her for too long and now wanted to have her. He knew that Arnav and Khushi’s marriage was contract and was happy that arnav had not touched his wife. He believed still that their marriage was not consummated and hence khushi will be his in a true sense soon. He somehow believed that khushi hated him and arnav too, so she would never allow arnav to touch her. So ,He will make her his, he will mark her body by force too. He will make her shout his name in pain of pleasure, he will connect to her in the most primal way a man connects to a women. He was just lurking around the house for last 5 days in order to kidnap khushi and take her away to make her his. He stood waiting for Arnav to move out. As Arnav moved out, Shyam stood staring at khushi. He took out a bottle and sprayed it on a handkerchief , he had a plan to kidnap her. As he was about to move inside he saw something which shocked him. Khushi was about to wake up and was wriggling in bed and as she turned over the duvet slipped and it exposed her naked shoulder and neck and her neck and skin over her breasts was red and blue with love bytes. Shyam slipped a bit and staggered. He observed more closely and he realised khushi was naked as all her upper shoulders, arms and even her legs out from duvet were naked. Horror crossed face of shyam. He realised that Arnav had marked his khushi. He felt defeated. Anger for Arnav rose and deepened. Khushi started to get up and shyam hid back and watched her.

Khushi woke up and peeped over other side to find it empty, she looked at the clock and then realised that Arnav had to waken her up and allowed her to sleep and had perhaps had gone for his morning jog as it was 9 in the morning.

A smile spread across khushi’s face as she remembered her husband’s  passionate  love making and instantly the colour in her cheeks rose. She sat up on the bed and realised she had nothing on her, she pulled the duvet closer and wound it around her. Then she looked over to find a shirt kept for her, the loving wore the she shirt, it was long and covered her till knees almost. She got up and tidied the bed and moved towards the bathroom to get fresh.

As she left, Shyam stood dumb. The state in which he saw khushi had electrified him. He saw his khushi all masked in passion of that Arnav. He thought “Arnav I know you have tricked Khushi. You have claimed her body, you have used her, now she is dirty to be used by me.But now I will tell her that her Arnavji wanted to use her to satisfy his sexual desires and he doesnot love her. He decided to make Khushi hate Arnav by bringing in the contract in front of her and to poison her mind against Arnav.”

But little he knew that Khushi and Arnav were bound in ways more stronger than ever before. No one and no misunderstanding could ever seprate them. They were tied together in all senses.

Shyam left making a new plan to separate Arnav and Khushi.

Khushi came out and stood looking herself in the mirror. She applied sindoor and left for downstairs.

 As khushi approached the end of stairs Arnav felt her presence and kept his newspaper down and approached her. He was about to ask her when Anjali saw them and said “ its good that you came khushi, come lets all have breakfast.” Khushi was reluctant to sit as she usually served but nani told that khushi and payal too shall sit down and so Arnav and Khushi sat together. The breakfast was simple and according to khushi’s diet prescribed by the doctor.

The breakfast was serious affair with Aranv and Akash and mamaji talking about all arrangements regarding office and security. Arnav also instructed NK to help with di’s packing and shopping.

After the breakfast was over Arnav told khushi that she had to accompany him somewhere and must get ready after an hour till then he and akash will be in study attending to a conference call.

understanding khushi (chapter 21)

Chapter 21

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When Arnav came out of bathroom and occupied the bed , he found khushi in deep thought and some fear was clouding her. At that moment all his resolve to not make love to her tonight left him and doctors words came crashing back

 do not refrain yourself and her from physical intimacy; just continue your bedroom life more actively and passionately. It is often seen that intimacy gives person more positivity and Adeline rush during sex will calm her anxiety and fears

and he knew that he had to bring her to pleasures till she felt exhausted from them and had no energy left to fear. He climbed on top of her and pinned her down. Khushi was surprised. Arnav pinned both her hands and asked her “what were you thinking?” khushi looked at him and said “I was trying to overcome my fears and telling them that if they did not leave me soon, then my Arnavji is going to shoo you away. And they left me. By the way are you ready for your punishment?” before Arnav could reply she had pulled him into a brutal kiss….biting and sucking his lips….pulling and moulding his tongue. Arnav allowed her to take control. He could feel his firm grip, and also felt her fears going away. Arnav loved to give her control over him. Khushi continued her assault and after punishing his lips to her heart content, she bit his nose and said “laad governer” and moved down his ears and held his earlobes between her teeth and said “you don’t listen to me, now one more time you talk about dieing , I will hurt myself. You better remember it.” And bit his earlobe. Moving down she kissed him on her neck and on reaching his collar bone bit him hard…. Really hard and still held with her teeth and asked “promise me, now” Arnav had to pull her by her hair and he groaned with pain and said “I promise. But now sooth my pain” before he could complete khushi was already laved her love bite with her tongue leaving several butterfly kisses on his bruise. It was enough for Arnav and he pulled her into a kiss and what followed was a slow process of burning away all her fears. He started kissing her from face down to neck taking all the time in the world. Gradually in between the kisses his clothes were removed and he was left in a boxer. The kissing did not stop, slowly khushi’s clothes were peeled off and still he continued kissing her. He then took her hard peak into his mouth and sucked over it over her bra, the second breast was also given that treatment. Then he removed her bra and kept it away. And then he loved her both peaks to his heart content. Burning her slowly with need, and all khushi could do was wither below him and her head swapped sides on the pillow with pleasure and moan his name “arnav……….” like a chant.

After kissing her stomach, he pulled away her pantie and was happy to see khushi all wet and ready. At that moment khushi pulled him up and said “I want you to love me till I feel exhausted and my senses and brain is filled with you and your smell. Like last night. When you make love to me I forget all my worries, all my pains and fear vanish.”

Arnav continued “jaan, you don’t need to ask me. I will make love to you till, I make sure that you sleep exhausted and your fears vanish. Now don’t disturb me and let me love you. ” With that he rubbed on her clit and aroused her more.

When orgasm after orgasms hit her with intensity, she felt on cloud nine. And when she thought she was at peak of pleasure. Arnav pulled a cushion below her hips and pushed his erect phallus into her wet core ,sliding into her gently and at the touch of his tip on her gspot , her walls started clenching him hard and milked his length with her juices. Not long after he too climaxed into her sending her into another waves of pleasure. He fell on top of her exhausted. Khushi was too exhausted but was still soothing his back, she was falling asleep and as Arnav started pulling out of her, he felt her muscles contract again, she opened her eyes and she looked amazing and he too felt his phallus going hard and erect. Arnav too caved in and started building the tempo, pulling in and out of her, ramming into her hard, her body shacked vigorously. And when arnav spilled his seeds into her, she closed her eyes and said “I love you arnav” and then in a few seconds was sound sleep though her body was still clenching around him. He waited for her clenching to stop and then pulled out of her. Removed the cushion from below her, pulled over the duvet and pulled her into his arms and slept almost instantly. Both of them were deeply satiated.

It seemed their hunger of lifetime was met after long spell of hardship. There bodies hummed and fused together like life was infused in them the moment they connected this intimately. They were meant for each other in all senses.    

understanding khushi (chapter 20)

Chapter 20

Arnav got a bit late and missed the evening tea session. When he returned, he told everyone “ we will be leaving for London after 3 days, I have arranged a private flight and there will be a doctor on board. Akash will be handling here while I shall work from there itself. Mamaji I want you to follow up shyam’s case with my legal team.”

Then he looked at NK and asked “I hope you would not mind coming with us to London. It will be easier for me to …………………………..” he could not complete but NK said “off course Nanav mere bhai. I cannot leave di and khushi ji in your boring company.”

All laughed, at then left. The dinner was a happy affair and everyone made sure to keep all the topics far away from khushi’s illness. And the best one was how shy will be akash and payal’s kid raised by mamiji and everyone had a good time at there expense even Arnav teased Akash and said “Jaisa bhi ho , at time of pregnancy payal ko khushi se door rakhna warna di, khushi, NK or coming baby ke mad gang me ek our member add ho jayega or main or tum pagal ho jayenge.” On this khushi hit him with her elbow and di pulled his ears and did not leave them till he said “I love your and khushi’s madness too much and can’t even imagine a single day without this madness. So please leave my ear I was just kidding and see the little one would not like its mama earless.”

Just that moment di left his ear and pulled his palm to her belly and he felt it, the baby kicked. He brought khushi’s palm below his and then the baby kicked several time and Anjali gasped and said “easy little one. I think the baby is too happy to see his mama and mami together.” Khushi and arnav both stole an eye lock and what followed was a round of everyone feeling baby kicks. The limit was when at last NK went to feel it , the baby stopped and all could not help but laugh. Akash was so amused that rolled on to floor laughing and said “bhai, we are not the only one’s troubled by NK bahi” and Akash and Arnav hi fived. When all the laughter subsided di said “by the way chote , you said the I should keep away from khushi so that the baby is not a chatterbox, but now I think I should stay away from you.” Arnav was confused and said “what the…” to which Anjali laughed and said “the baby has started to develop interest in football like you and he had started the practice in my stomach itself.” And she Pulled his cheeks he glared and said “you are crazy di and no one can beat you at pulling my leg. Good atleast we have one thing in common that we like” when di corrected him “three things in common i.e. football, you both love and respond to khushi and third (while eying NK), you both fear NK bhai.”

All agreed and NK said “Its not fair” and good  nights were exchanged. Arnav had decided to let khushi rest tonight and not get intimate. Though all he wanted to do was love her. But what you plan, does not always happen.

Another night of passion and love waited for them.

next chapter will contain mature content.

understanding khushi (chapter 19)

Chapter 19

Back at home Anjali though felt broken and fear of losing khushi was weakening her but she gathered courage and addressed her heartbroken family "nani we have already lost too much, but I am confident that we are not going to lose anymore. Khushi will get well, we will make a shield of our love and protect her at any cost. We have to support chote, I know how difficult it is for him. He has got happiness after a long time and I know devi maiya is not going to take it away from him. we all have to stay positive. We don't have to break."

Mami ji was first to respond and said "when we all are together nothing badwa can happen."

Nani too wiped her tears and said "true, its not time to breakdown. Khushi bitiya will be fine. I will immediately ask panditji to start mantra jaap for her wellbeing. It will provide her positivity and power to get over her illness."

Then she reached over to payal and hugged her while she was still crying and said "Arnav has not asked you to come along with them to London because he knows khushi loves you a lot and you too love her a lot and seeing her in pain will hurt you a lot and seeing you like this will hurt her too. At this time only Akash can sooth you. So just pray for her and trust me khushi bitiya will be well and we shall be there with her during her operation and after that."

Payal just nodded and said "I just don't mind anything if my khushi gets well" she was crying and Akash came over and hugged her hard, she cluched him harder and cried and akash stood there holding her and taking all her pain. Mamiji came over and pulled payal towards her wiped her tears and said "khoon bhari tang you should know crying is bad omen. Just stop it. Khushi will get well soon and I will make sure of that. Just don't breakdown, we need to support her and we shall do that with a smile and take away all her pain with it. Be strong"

Manorama was rude but comforting too and she hugged her sasuma  and stayed there for a few minutes, akash and everyone was shocked but not surprised as they knew manorama was hard at tongue but she loved all including payal and khushi too much.

Mamiji instructed akash to take payal to their room and comfort her and she herself turned towards nani ji and mamaji with tears and lunged herself towards naniji and hugged her.naniji too responded back. she knew it was manorama who had welcomed anajali and arnav into the family more than anyone and had loved them just like her own kids even more. She was the one who never differentiated between anyone of them.

Anajali and nk watched all and they too stood hugging. Mamaji was so overwhelmed and said "see amma what our khushi has done, she has bound us together tighter. It seems like we have forgotten what is to live without her. In such a short time khushi and payal have become our happiness and smiles. Its like we have forgotten to live without them. Khushi has to get well, she has no other choice, she has a family to tend. She will be well soon."

The entire raizada clan was together and they were ready to stand against what came between their happiness and khushi was indeed their happiness.

Doctor Nisha had sent Khushi's reports to liver hospital in London and had got a response too. When Khushi entered the hospital all her fears and anxiety came back. She shivered but immediately felt Arnav embrace her in his warmth and whispered in her ears "Mrs. Raizada, getting afraid does not suit your character. When you can handle the most complicated problem Arnav Singh Raizada so easily, then this illness is nothing to its comparison." Though this reduced her stress but still she was worried and Arnav could see that and realised she needed him emotionally and mentally as well to support her.

He sat her down on a bench and sat on his knees in front of her holding her hands into his said "Khushi I will not let anything happen to you. If anything has to happen then it shall happen to both of us because you are my heart. Just remember that I hold account of each of your breath, anything that touches you touches me too, whether it is happiness, sadness, pain, fear or hurt. He brought and kept her hand on his heart. Your pain and fear resonates inside me too. Similarly I know you too feel the same. I am your strength; draw your strength from me. Whenever you feel scared or your thoughts turn negative, just come to me, hold and hug me tight. Kiss me and give it all to me and I shall give you strength. Just remember I don't know about anyone else, but we four need you to live and breathe." Khushi before could stop herself and hugged him hard and stayed like that for good long 5 minutes and then something strikes her and she leaves him but partially and looks into his eyes and asked "four?"

Arnav looked into her eyes and said "me, the twins and the little one. I saw the letter Poorav and Poorvi wrote to you. Khushi you have mothered them. They have stayed away with just one hope that one day they shall come and live with you. Their life contains a big part of you, their success they credit you. You cannot leave a void in their lives. They shall otherwise always remain incomplete. About me, till you did not enter my life I never knew what was missing, but now that you have come and I know you are the happiness, the heart I never had, the contentment. Now that you have completed me and shown me what I never had and now that I have it, it's impossible for me to live without it. You are my breath. Letting you go is not an option to me. I know you will hit me for this but I will die without you. And the little one that di is carrying is already so much used to your pampering that it would not be able to be happy without its mama and mami. Khushi you have no choice but to fight and win, so many lives are dependent on you. You have to get well for me."

This was more than a booster for khushi and she pulled Arnav from his collar and said "yes, you will be punished for your repeated mistake. And yes you are my strength." Arnav chuckled and said "I will love to be punished"

After a while they both gathered themselves and moved towards Doctor's cabin. The doctor seated them and said "It's good to see you two together. (she looked at khushi) you are very lucky Khushi , you have got a strong, loving, caring husband. Yesterday when I saw him, I was afraid for the two of you, but the way he handled it, he was so strong and clear about what he had to do for you, I could see his love for you. Indeed a lucky women.(khushi blushed a little and held Arnav's hand ) .The good news is that the l have got the feedback from London and they have studied her case and are so positive about her recovery and the key doctor Ms. Sifiana will personally attend her. So I have prepared a reference for you. Khushi I know you must be feeling anxiety and fear, it's not easy to be positive, but trust me when I say this that more than 95% of patients with initial stage cancer, have got cured and are living a beautiful life. So your positivity will help you get over this easily. And you have Arnav with you, a life ahead with him, get well for him. And Arnav just let me know when you are leaving and all the required shall be taken care of.And now if you wish to ask anything?"

Arnav answered her "Thank you doctor. My assistant Aman will provide you with all the details and I shall remain in touch with you."

With that he and Khushi left for shantivan. On reaching home he briefed everyone about what the doctor had told. He later carried khushi back to the bedroom and kissed her and said "I need to go to the office for a while. And I shall be back in the evening. Take care and please rest for me." The kiss lingered on for a while and then informing nani and payal about khushi he left to make all arrangements about the London trip.     

understanding khushi (chapter 18)

Chapter 18

Now you stop chattering khushi and lets go, buajii must have come. Both ready to go down stairs and face everything together.

When they were coming down, everyone was happy to see khushi back and first one to express it was NK "khushiji you are back. I am so happy. You know the dinning table is so bland without you and this nanav he is all angry and chidchida without you." Next to follow was nani and said "good that you are back bitiya."

Next in line was di she hugged her and said "it's good you are back. You know nobody made me those snacks which you make to pamper my disturbed taste buds. I am so glad I would not get bored. And you know last night, no actually day before that the little one kicked when I told her that I miss you."

 Buajii was silent and waited for Arnav to speak  and he said "Let us all have breakfast than I want to speak to you all that's why Buajii is also here. Come let us have breakfast." The house was back to life and the table was full in fact overloaded with people nani,buajii, mamaji,mamiji,akash,payal,di ,khushi and offcourse NK thought arnav. The breakfast was a jolly affair with Anjali pulling Arnav's leg than to divert the attention Arnav told everyone about what NK and Akash did at the new year partially. Saving  a few details to save them from beating. Also NK told about his new job. Di told about the list of her new cravings and Arnav received a blow from khushi when he commented back saying "di , trust me the little one is as foodie and talkative as khushi, so it would be better you start spending more time with me or payal, so that the effect is nullified and little one gets some brain and learns to keep quite." All laughed.

After breakfast all were seated in the hall and then Arnav also sat along with khushi and held her hand and said "I know whatever I am going to tell you, is going to shock you, but trust me everything is going to be fine if you all just support me and stay with me. I will make everything right." He looked at Anjali and continued "di you have to stay strong and don't panic and stay calm. I am telling you this because I think you are capable of handling me if I breakdown somewhere... The thing is Khushi is suffering from a small cancer in her liver." There were shocks on all faces and tears in others but he continued "The good thing is it is in her lower part of the liver and can be removed and her liver will soon grow back. She did not tell anyone till now because of what happened few days back. And last night she had fainted in buajii's house i.e. after that she told me about it in the hospital. He could see panic and he continued ...don't worry she is fine and I have talked to the doctor. The point now is that she needs to be operated and I have decided to not delay it further as the sooner we start the treatment, lesser the risk. I have arranged for her treatment and I am taking her to London for that. And then he looked at di and said di I want you to come with me. Will you and little one accompany me with khushi? He was trembling a bit thinking if di refuses and continued "I have asked permission from your doctor too. It will be safe." He could not say further but Anjali knew what to do "offcourse Chote, There is nothing to ask. I and little one would have accompanied its mami even if you would have refused. And do not worry khushiji will be fine. I know it. She then pulled up and sat near khushi and pulled her and arnav's hand together and placed there palms on her stomach and said you know I am carrying the baby but it has always been its mama and mami who have stood up for it, protected it and made sure that it is fine even before it is born. So I know that nothing will happen to its mami and she will be always there with little one to trouble its mama. Always and always."

This was all that was needed and Arnav was back in control. Then he explained everyone what he had planned and that he will handle from London and akash can handle here and they can all come to London when khushi gets operated and get well as well. He asked buajii too and told her about not informing khushi's parents for now and she agreed. She was crying but said "I know I have full trust on you that you will not let anything happen to my butterfly. My blessing are with you. Take her and get her back well faster."

Arnav just composed himself and said "I promise." At that arnav decided to even make sure gupta were in london when khushi was well and at fashion show too.

With that what followed were hugs and well wishes. Mamiji was loudest and even cried. Arnav knew all needed time to compose themselves and it was best to let them alone for some time, so After that arnav and khushi headed to the hospital to follow up with the doctors.

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